A Thought I Had in a Shower Smelling of Ylang Ylang.

There are so many things we all want to do. We always say "When I grow up, I'll do _____." Why can't we live now, I wonder? What are the precise roadblocks that lie in our way? Transportation? Permission? Money? Ability? I want to live my life with no boundaries in a world where impossible is history and dreams come as fast as blinking. I know that isn't how it is, but I also know, when I get old, I'll say, "When I was younger, I should have done _____." And that fact bothers me. It's an unchangable annoyance in my life.